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sold my soul to rock n' roll
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[15 Mar 2005|03:50pm] |
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wow so it's already the middle of march. thank god. i cant wait for summer and for college! i love meeting new people its going to be so much fun!! not to mention ill be living by my big sister and so i will get to party with here yay <3 well alot of things have been occupying my mind lately. the bigs things are.. spring break, my wisdom teeth, the play, and college. ive gotten accepted to everywhere i've applied to so far so that's good. the play is over now, i'm sad it was my last high school show but its okay im sure there are many more to come! and okay my wisdom teeth... i have to get them pulled friday and i am SOOO nervous! seriously just thinking about it makes me cry. i've never been put to sleep before and i definitely don't want chipmunk cheeks for the first weekend of spring break! ughhh.. does anyone know how bad it really is? or am i freaking out over nothing??? eekk! ok on a much happier note, it will be spring break starting friday. and the second week natasha and i are going to Lake Havasu!! yaay it will be so much fun and hopefully we will come back super tan! at least i have something to look forward too. i hope everyone has a great spring break .. i know i will.
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[17 Feb 2005|09:07pm] |
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I was watching seinfeld today and I noticed something about Kramer that I never really paid attention to before. He finds something nice about everyone and he gets alone with anyone. Like today's episode was the "soup nazi" one and Kramer was like the only one to find something positive about the soup guy. I dunno I just thought that was cool that he can look past what everyone else sees. And also today my grandma, whose been in the hospital for the past like month and half, is out now but she is still sick and she found the time to get my mom flowers for thanking her for being there all this time and helping her. I just thought that was the sweetest thing becuase here is my grandma whose like near death and she still finds the time to give to others. That really says alot, I dunno maybe I'm in a wierd mood right now but for some reason I just was thinking alot about these things. We should all take some time out and thank the ones we love, and we all should try and find something positive about someone that we don't care for.. then maybe everyone would finally start to all get along? wouldnt that be nice??
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[13 Feb 2005|04:41pm] |
The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming,
so I got out of it. And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my dresser where those nightmares had just been.
So I dressed myself and left then, out into the gray streets.
But everything seemed different and completely new to me.
The sky, the trees, houses, buildings, even my own body.
And each person I encountered, I couldn't wait to meet.
I came up a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.
I said "(I am terribly sorry but) there is nothing I can do for you
(that) you can't do for yourself."
He said "Oh yes you can. Just hold my hand. I think that would help."
So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt.
He said, "I think I'm cured. No, in fact, I'm sure of it.
Thank you Stranger, for your therapeutic smile."
So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone.
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,
then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company
through those days so long and black.
And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainder.
But if the world could remain in a frame like a painting on a wall.
Then I think we would see the beauty.
Then we would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges,
like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.
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[06 Feb 2005|11:11am] |
She swims into a room full of floating people
She glides into a space full of laughing creatures
Swimming floating
Laughing about the water
She's diving falling and crying
She glides into a room full of broken lava-lamps
She lays down on the ceramic floor
Gliding swimming floating about the water
She's falling racing and broken
The seaweed is always greener underwater
Down there she cannot hear the rain
Her eyes won't stain with run mascara anymore
Because she's a mermaid jane
She soars into a bright white clouds
She plunges into the deep green sea
She's diving flying plunging into the wetness
She's free now gone now but happy
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[30 Jan 2005|07:45pm] |
* Backwards starbucks drive-thru
* Stealing Carl's car
* Blyass street
* Searching for a hill
* Calling "Kevin"
* Scary accident
* KKK pink coach hat
Now that is what I call a good time, I'm not gunna lie...
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[20 Jan 2005|02:17pm] |
Post a memory of me in my comments...
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
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| short and sweet. |
[02 Jan 2005|12:04am] |
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new york was awesome. im definitely going to NYU it is so beautiful there. anyway just thought i'd tell you all how much i'll miss you guys when i'm on the other side of the country! haha okay byeeee <3
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[15 Nov 2004|05:21pm] |
hey guys guess what!? i bought my formal dress! ahh its so hot i cant wait for formal now!! and get this.. since these past few weeks have been sort of lame my mom decided to suprise me with a trip to new york just me and her for a week! we leave the day after christmas. i am super excited!! who knows, maybe i will realize that the new york life is more my style and i'll never come back.. what's keeping me here anyway?
~ciao darlings
i leave you love.
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| life is a funny thing my friends. |
[14 Nov 2004|12:35pm] |
this past week/weekend has been wonderful. my friends are the greatest people on this earth.. but you knew that already.
so i drove by my old house this morning. yes, it sounds so cliche.. but just listen. so i drove up to my old house and parked my car and sat there. i looked to my right and saw the same old basketball hoop that my brothers would play with and i would beg them to let me play with them. i saw the hill that we used to ride our bikes down. it seemed so much smaller than i remember. then i looked to my left and i saw the street that we would build ramps on to jump our bikes. and i saw the bushes where we used to play hide and seek in. then i looked in front of me. and i saw my old house. it was so... different. the yard, the color, the doors, the windows. it made me super sad to think all those years of my childhood were gone. but then i remembered they wern't. anytime i want i can drive back there and close my eyes and watch myself playing with my brothers and my sister. anytime i want i can go back and look at the grass i used to do cartwheels on. anytime.
and why is it that we rush ahead and want to be older, only to be older and wish we were innocent again? for once i just want to be happy with where i'm at in my life right now and enjoy it.
margaret- keep your head held high, you are a beautiful girl and you know it will all get easier in time. time is key. so enjoy today becuase tomorrow it will be gone. i love you.
and everyone else- go out and have fun! i love you all, i do.
p.s- i really miss my big brother and sister for some reason. i think im going to call them.
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| here we go update lets rock n roll.. |
[11 Nov 2004|11:51pm] |
okay sooo tuesday dylin, frankie, and I left school to get the new britney spears cd.. sooo good! it was super fun and then i had my last rehersal for hamlet! wednesday was a half day and parent shadow day and both my mommy and daddy came aww.. then after i went with the gang to submarina like always! and katie and i went to sdsu and drove around looking at random houses and got all excited about going off to college lol we're nerds! then it was opening night for hamlet!! good turnout, we had a full house and everyone did really well.. but yah ehh we wont get into some stuff that happened. blah. but i went to katies after with francis jen and paul and we went out and then went back to katies and watched eurotrip. i definitely passed out and woke up at like 1230 and was sooo confused haha! but yah then today i get woken up at like 10 by cori who told me that we were all going to the beach today. so we went down to marine street becuase noone is ever there and it was me, cori, michael, paul, timmy, brandon and then katie, jen, and francis met up with us later. haha it was sooo much fun! and ok listen to this... so im like passed out on the sand and they come up to me and tell me we are going to take a walk so i was like umm okay?? and as im walking further down i see my name written HUGE into the sand.. i was like woah weird. and i keep walking and it says "will... you... go... to... formal... with...me?" like SUPER big in the sand! and so yah timmy was cute like that and decided to ask me to formal yay! so our group is going to be the best im super excited about it! then tonight i had people over for the OC! it was really fun.. and tomorrow we are all ditching school and doing something fun. i love my friends!
ps.. michael talking with helium from balloons is the funniest thing EVER!! lol!
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| why dont you do somethin? |
[09 Nov 2004|01:27pm] |
You know I'm one of a kind
There'll never be another me
Can't get me out of your mind
You're lost in your own fantasy
And when you look in my eyes
Is it hard for you to realize
She'll never be me
Why can't you see it girl
Got no identity
Whenever he's touching you
He's really thinking of me
Does she know I was the one
Who use to turn you on, yeah
But you don't want to talk about it
When you think you can find someone
to fill my shoes
And you ask yourself why
She don't do the things I do
You can't deny
That everywhere you go
You see my face, hear my name
And it eats you up inside
britney speaks words of wisdom.
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| this is what a woman wants.. |
[07 Nov 2004|11:02am] |
Any man of mine better be proud of me
Even when I'm ugly he still better love me
And I can be late for a date that's fine
But he better be on time
Any man of mine'll say it fits just right
When last year's dress is just a little too tight
And anything I do or say better be okay
When I have a bad hair day
And if I change my mind
A million times
I wanna hear him say
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I like it that way
Any man of mine better walk the line
Better show me a teasin' squeezin' pleasin' kinda time
I need a man who knows, how the story goes
He's gotta be a heartbeatin' fine treatin'
Breathtakin' earthquakin' kind
Any man of mine
Well any man of mine better disagree
When I say another woman's lookin' better than me
And when I cook him dinner and I burn it black
He better say, mmmm, I like it like that yeah
AMEN! sing on brother, play on drummer.
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| episode number 9 tonight |
[31 Oct 2004|06:04pm] |
okay so this weekend has been the best weekend ever! friday night was the hotel party.. we all wore our costumes of course!
katie- one hot bumblebee
frankie- sexy cop
jen- school girl psh riiiight lol
kayla- batman!
kate- cute little robin
cori lu and erin- SEXY pirates
callie- tinkerbell aww
and me of course- slutty sailor!
that night was fun and the boys looked HOT!
then saturday night party.. same costumes but all the boys were chipendale strippers! sooo cute!! then we spent the night at kayla's and had some crazy times! we defintely caught her oven on fire from trying to make a pizza haha oh man that was fun.
tonight we are all going out again and I believe it will be episode 9 of our show "the '05" so watch for it! :-p and HAPPY HALLOWEEN BE SAFE!!
and your hot <33
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[27 Oct 2004|08:08pm] |
today.. what a lovely day! it was a minimum day first of all, and we like those. sooo i went to school la la la then went to submarina with the gang. thennnn jen, frankie, and I went to the buff down in PB to get our halloween costumes! I got mine woo!! soo cute. so yah then we came home and thennn I went over to timmy's house with francis, brad, paul, and brandon! I painted their stomachs blue and gold for the volleyball game! haha they looked sooo tight BUT when we got there the stupid VP at west hills said they had to put their shirts back on.. yah whatever! lol she was craazy! anyway it was a super mega intense game!! of course my favorite girls katie and jen were the BEST! andddd they won! yeeee nice! the rain is raining pretty hard right now and I am enjoying it fully. have a wonderful wednesday night.. two more days.. can't wait for friday! yay
I think I'm getting sick.. I better go take care of this. suuuuper love~
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[24 Oct 2004|08:56pm] |
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I wanna be bad with you baby~
<33 fun weekend..
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| oh holy night.. or.. OH HOLY NIGHT!! |
[22 Oct 2004|09:38pm] |
I'm totally listening to christmas music right now and I thought it would be cute to sing frankie some christmas carols online..
So TorieLynn (9:36:49 PM): ohhhh holy night the starts are brightly shiiiining! lol
So TorieLynn (9:36:57 PM): some more destiny child xmas love for ya haha
FrankieH45 (9:37:17 PM): hahahah omg when i read that i didnt realize it was a song at first until it comprehended in my head lol
FrankieH45 (9:37:20 PM): and i was like ummmmm
So TorieLynn (9:37:31 PM): LMAO!!!!!
FrankieH45 (9:37:41 PM): i thought u were like OOOHH holy night!
FrankieH45 (9:37:49 PM): i was like wooaah new one
FrankieH45 (9:37:58 PM): haha
FrankieH45 (9:38:07 PM): i was gonna go look outside
hahaha! omgosh I love that girl! so yah its definitely 930 on a friday night and I am at home with my mommy listening to christmas music and watching tv. I had rehersal today then after my mom and I went to fashion valley and shopped. Ahhh shopping= therapy. seriously it makes everything better. anyway, I think I shall go put those new clothes away and spend some time with the mother because father and brother are in arizona for a baseball tourny! goodnight everyone!!
and its those little things you do that make me smile.. mmmmmm :)
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[21 Oct 2004|02:59pm] |
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ain't it wild what a little flame
can make you wanna do?
I melt everytime you look at me that way
it never fails, any time, any place
don't know how you do it
I love the way I lose it
everytime
I melt..
ahh I love that song.. it makes me smile! anyway, today is Natasha's birthday! but not only that- it's Pam, Deja, and Hailey's birthdays too! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLS!! but this morning I woke up at 5 a.m! why you ask? I'll tell you.. so frankie and callie arrive at my house at 530 and then we go to natasha's and kidnap her! we took her to breakfast before school and met up with all the girls. it was super fun! then we had school and yada yada so on and so on. after school frankie, jen, katie, and I went to submarina.. mmm yummy that place is my fav! but here is one of my favorite parts about today..
Lizzy IM's me with this:
tan ur fan: oh my dear tor! you are not a whore! i shall come to your door, and we will cuddle on your floor. we will go to the shore, and then cuddle some more. being with you is never a bore, neither is it a chore. i dont really like al gore, but i love you from my heart's core!
hahaha! I love it and I love you Lizzy you're so hot!! o0o0 and tomorrow is friday.. yay! I have a ton of different plans for this weekend and I am super excited about them because I simply adore the people in my life!! have a super thursday, an even better friday and a fabulous saturday ~Tee
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| 4-2 boston. |
[19 Oct 2004|08:56pm] |
yeee I want the boston red sox to win this game.. then I want the yankees to come back to win the next game and go to the world series against houston. then I want houston to whoop the yankees asses in the 7th game of the world series. BAM! now what will yall give me if my oracle is right?? haha ORACLES!!
take my breath away.. <33
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| hot pink nails |
[17 Oct 2004|01:39pm] |
today is such a winter day! I'm in love with it. sweatshirts, scarfs, coffee, and a nice warm fire... mmmmm beautimous. so friday was super fun! the homecoming nominee skit went well even though we almost got disqualified for being "scandalous"! psh. we were definitely the best group though. we missed our first 3 classes to go do our hair and make up for it! haha I love being a girl!! so anyway then football game and such blah blah. saturdayyyy went to asb for a little then came home and made rich cookies for his birthday! I was so proud of myself for making them by myself and of course when I get there I dropped them and ahhh long story but it was sort of funny lol. thennn katie and I got pedicures and went on a yacht for dinner. we decided that MTV should make a reality tv show about our group of friends because were really exciting and live fun lives. for instance last night would have been a great episode. a nice little cruise on the bay in a private yacht for dinner, then go to a few parties which were filled with good times and enough drama and love triangles to keep the watchers interested. callie's wasted ass spent the night last night and that was fun lol. but now it's time for homework since I missed half my classes on friday haha! have a glorious day now go read a book!~ Tee <33
p.s natasha's birthday is on thursday woo!!
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[10 Oct 2004|08:30pm] |
Funnest weekend ever! It was superb! <33
Quickie update-
* tailgate party with the gang
* park/picnic with callie
* decorating for JUNGLE LOVE
* JUNGLE LOVE party
* breakfast at denny's
* beach with my girls
* video games with my nig
and her waves are waves of gentleness and all her paths are peace!
P.S- Happy Birthday to Paul on monday
Happy Birthday to Jenn on wednesday
Happy Birthday to my nephew AND Rich on saturday
yay birthdays!!
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